| That's how quickly my past 2 months have gone by.
Anyway, the past 2 months have gone to show how bad(?) I am at decision making. Or at least, how difficult it is to make decisions at crossroads(?)
Case in point.
I keep telling myself what I don't want, but do I actually know what I want? Oh well. No silver spoon for me. I just found out what the term silver spoon meant today. Yay I guess I do learn some stuff at work :D
Must not dwelling on the 'what ifs' and 'what could have been's. All in all, I guess I'm still going through God's Master Refining Plan!
Oh and I've started work, for some of you who don't know. The bad news is that it is physically tiring. The good news is that time passes by so quickly because there's hardly any time to take a break in between jobs.
Trying to see BIG PICTURE in the little things in work, and hoping that the BIG THING is seen in the little things in me.
Oh, and valedictorian. Why are you such a identity crisis. |
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| Anyway, the trip was a good experience. Even though I felt like I didn't really push myself out of my comfort zone. I wish it never ended! But the only constant is changeeeee.
Back to normal life! Or so they say. With so many uncertainties around me, I can't say this is normal.
Looking at Jill's blog just made me realize how much of an increased appetite I gained over the trip.
Aaaaand I should probably read more. And play more futsal futsal futsaaaaal |
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| You know how there are always certain questions lingering at the back of your head, which you always want to run away from? You just don't want to think about it, you just don't want to answer them.
Some questions you cannot run away from, its inevitable, its bound to resurface again.
If I don't get As for these last two modules, will I look back in regret? Will I be able to accept second best to something I've gotten so used to getting the best?
Seek. Abide. Dwell. Peace. |
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| It's close to impossible to "just focus on exams" when there's so many things going on right now.
And to top it all off, I have a headache. From sleeping too much? Sigh.
What a learning experience this is turning out to be. |
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| Next two months will be madness!
Hope that things will work out according to His will.
:D
Not sure why I'm updating.
I want to graduate and be a musician for the rest of my life, and make a living out of it.
:D :D |
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